Seandainya

seandainya waktu yg kita pny bs kita hitung

bs kita tahu, kita hidup sampai kpn

brp taon lg, brp bulan lg, brp minggu lg

brp hari lg, atau bahkan brp jam lg

kita pasti akan melakukan apa yg kita inginkan

akan mnyelesaikan apa yg blm selesai

dan tinggal menunggu waktu terakhir itu tiba

kita tau apa itu knyataan

yg membuat "seandainya" tadi menjadi mustahil

dan membuat kita menunda apa yg ingin kita lakukan

membiarkan apa yg blm selesai

kenyataan

trlalu sulit utk diterima

tapi klo gak diterima

hidup kita juga gak brarti apa"

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That's Life

after i found a job in another place
i'll go from here
live by myself
i promise
i think it's better
n that's what they want
so we can take our way by ourselves
that's life

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Reminder

something new. huh.?

it's hard but we have to

honestly, i really can't pass those precious times easily

i really didn't matter about this long path

coz i've kept all of mine for him perfectly

now i'm just like losing my way

my shelter . my treasure

i successfully lost

to the ring

to the dolls

ect

i still have it in my room

but the main thing he gave for me

now it's gone

it's not here anymore

is it right.?

do i have to wait him.?

while i'm in my career

i know we said this everytime

"let God plan the best for us"

i know i have to have a faith

strongest faith to face this all

but my heart can't lying

i know someday we will find our mate

yeah, our mate

if we have

i just wanna remind me

that i have a great love story

for 6 months 2 days

or may be until now

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Speechless

aQ musti gimana lg sekarang?
semua kata uda abis Q pake.
dan sekarang ga ada lg yg bs mencerminkan isi hatiQ.
kadang aQ tertawa ndri.
melihat diriQ yg sekarang ini.
luar biasa berbeda dan mengherankan.
tp juga luar biasa ajaibnya.
haha.
sekarang aQ bingung bgt. (dr dlu gt x!)
pgn bgt bicara seharian ma someone.
buat tumpahin isi hati.
1 hariiii az.
tp di saat aQ dpt ksmptan itu,
aQ mlh tak bisa brkata apa"..
yg Q pkirkan hny ingin bersama someone itu.
stlh itu, hatiQ pun plong tanpa satu curhatan pun.
mgkn tepatnya, aQ mngharapkan kehadiran someone aja..haha
lebay amat sih kata" Q..
ckckck.
aaahh..

di samping semua hal" yg ada di kepalaQ,

aQ kangen bgt ma dy.

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My Dear

banyak juga ya curhatanQ di:
~ diaries (diary lebih dari 1!)
~ laptop (di folder yg rahasia dan terpercaya . hahaha)
~ blog ini
~ kertas" yg berceceran di lantai kamar
~ angin yg lewat dari jendela kamar
~ sahabat" dkk

tp ternyata apa yg Q bagikan itu semua hny sebuah omong kosong .

coz curhatan yg ter-rahasia , ter- , ter- , ter- , dan bla bla bla ,

hanya ada di satu tempat .

di hati Tuhan .

siapa yg tau isi hati Tuhan.??

isi hati gw aja lu pada kagak tau ,

apalagi pny Tuhan .

wkwkwk ..

wahai , blog .

tampung aja deh apa yg ada .

drpd sepi .. haha

but i still luv u so much.!

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Welcome Back

hi, welcome me back!
u know,
I MISS U SO MUCH, my bloooooogg .. :')

there were so many things happened in these month
well , some of them are hard to tell. n the bright side, of course they all are!
still the same with my study n my job
still the same with the condition of my house
the different one, is just about love ~ (classic story)
well. should i call this "broken heart"??
ask God, please

i'm speechless
really really really really speechless
coz all of the words that were out from my mouth are WRONG.!
always be the mistakes. whatever they are
they are not pointed by me as the trouble-maker
coz, well, u know. this is the world!
the out-of-mind world
it can make a headache on a lifetime of yours if u didn't open ur eyes widely.!

i'm here
to tell the colors of life. especially of mine . :)
never mind about ur opinion
this is the fact

i'll tell u something that u never think about me
but, then

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