(take a deep breath)
Gyaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!!!!
FINALLY I BLOGGED!
just for this time..
(waste of breath)
well well well.. it's been 3 months since i posted my last words here.
i did want to post anything but the internet wasn't with me these months. you know, i have the connection today because of my friend's modem..lol
my life has just begun.
my boyfriend is still in his hometown, left me for the fourth month. so i guess i'll spend my Christmas holiday, here, at the work place. i don't get an off day!
now, i always have some events in every weekend. friends are increasing, calls and texts and chats. it feels like rising again from the grave. yes, i like being busy. but i never wish my money being busy too.
i have a problem with my skin (oh, i always do). but it continually makes me suffer with pimples or itchy areas. i have tried to keep everything clean. but.. i can't sleep earlier and the mosquitoes also faithfully accompany me every time so how can i? sometimes my faith fades a little because of this disaster. how can?
well, Christmas is coming. my friend asked me to shop some clothes in Jakarta but i don't really confident with my current situation, it's so sad. :(
so maybe i'll just join in some events in a church then cleaning the house as a Christmas gift for my housemates. i don't know how this Christmas would be.
can't find another word, classically, i miss him so much. i really hope that i could spend the end of the year with him, then welcoming new year together. what a perfect imagination but it doesn't make me happy. i want the real one.
do you remember when the last time i posted about how bad i was to my family. i do not remember..lol
but it's okay. the situation is not in a cold war anymore. yeah, still not well but fine. i called my dad, said something he never thought about, then called my mom, said something she wants to hear about. i was so relieved. but that was the beginning of the journey! what journey? whatever.
anyway thanks to my Lord, Jesus. He never leave me whenever wherever. so good night, i'm ready to open tomorrow's gift from my Best Friend, Jesus.. :)
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Gyaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!!!!
FINALLY I BLOGGED!
just for this time..
(waste of breath)
well well well.. it's been 3 months since i posted my last words here.
i did want to post anything but the internet wasn't with me these months. you know, i have the connection today because of my friend's modem..lol
my life has just begun.
my boyfriend is still in his hometown, left me for the fourth month. so i guess i'll spend my Christmas holiday, here, at the work place. i don't get an off day!
now, i always have some events in every weekend. friends are increasing, calls and texts and chats. it feels like rising again from the grave. yes, i like being busy. but i never wish my money being busy too.
i have a problem with my skin (oh, i always do). but it continually makes me suffer with pimples or itchy areas. i have tried to keep everything clean. but.. i can't sleep earlier and the mosquitoes also faithfully accompany me every time so how can i? sometimes my faith fades a little because of this disaster. how can?
well, Christmas is coming. my friend asked me to shop some clothes in Jakarta but i don't really confident with my current situation, it's so sad. :(
so maybe i'll just join in some events in a church then cleaning the house as a Christmas gift for my housemates. i don't know how this Christmas would be.
can't find another word, classically, i miss him so much. i really hope that i could spend the end of the year with him, then welcoming new year together. what a perfect imagination but it doesn't make me happy. i want the real one.
do you remember when the last time i posted about how bad i was to my family. i do not remember..lol
but it's okay. the situation is not in a cold war anymore. yeah, still not well but fine. i called my dad, said something he never thought about, then called my mom, said something she wants to hear about. i was so relieved. but that was the beginning of the journey! what journey? whatever.
anyway thanks to my Lord, Jesus. He never leave me whenever wherever. so good night, i'm ready to open tomorrow's gift from my Best Friend, Jesus.. :)
