hi there..
i've made some resolutions for myself this year.. thank God some of them are started and going well. as i know myself so well, i feel His grace fulfill me so much.. because as a human being that has so many weaknesses and unperfection in every side, i can't do everything well. these days i thought so much about my self, my life, all my spiritual life. (someone or may be some people don't really like me because i'm too spiritual. actually i dont care about that. this is something that people said not really important just because they dont have a close relationship with God.) well, back to my spiritual life. they see so many miracles in my life, in all my problems and stories, and whatever they say, i still feel that i'm so far from Him.. yes i know you must be boring to read this paragraph, as i am.. because in the fact i dont really like to tell anybody about my deepest thought. at least, this paragraph is just as a reminder for me in the future. so.. only God and i know this..hahaha
i'm at my campuss right now! sitting alone in the canteen and enjoying wi-fi here.. as usual, freedom!
though so many things in my head, so many plans ahead to do, so much homework to do, what i'm doing here is one of the most relax things to do.
i dont know what this post talks about. and i dont care. may be someday i just can smile and see how silly i am to have some absurd paragraphs to write down! xD
God bless ;)
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i've made some resolutions for myself this year.. thank God some of them are started and going well. as i know myself so well, i feel His grace fulfill me so much.. because as a human being that has so many weaknesses and unperfection in every side, i can't do everything well. these days i thought so much about my self, my life, all my spiritual life. (someone or may be some people don't really like me because i'm too spiritual. actually i dont care about that. this is something that people said not really important just because they dont have a close relationship with God.) well, back to my spiritual life. they see so many miracles in my life, in all my problems and stories, and whatever they say, i still feel that i'm so far from Him.. yes i know you must be boring to read this paragraph, as i am.. because in the fact i dont really like to tell anybody about my deepest thought. at least, this paragraph is just as a reminder for me in the future. so.. only God and i know this..hahaha
i'm at my campuss right now! sitting alone in the canteen and enjoying wi-fi here.. as usual, freedom!
though so many things in my head, so many plans ahead to do, so much homework to do, what i'm doing here is one of the most relax things to do.
i dont know what this post talks about. and i dont care. may be someday i just can smile and see how silly i am to have some absurd paragraphs to write down! xD
God bless ;)
