i'm officially 21 this month!
Sunday, July 14th 2013, he said that he was sure with me, he wanted to have a relationship with me. it shocked me although i had a prediction before that he would do it. this is something that we waited for about 18 months, but when i was facing that moment... i worried.
we have the same idea that a relationship isn't something that we want to try and when we feel we're not match, we'll break apart. no. it's something serious and should be longlasting even until marriage. so we should think about it really really wisely. then after that 18 months, 3 days before my birthday he decided to start it.
but, he didn't want me to answer on that day. he wanted me to ask my parents first if they allow us to be together. so on those 3 days, i was so confused of how i will tell my parents, especially my dad. i just called my mom on the second day and her response was good.. and i was.. really.. afraid.. to call my dad.
some hours before i had a meet with him on the third day, i finally forced my self to grab my phone and dial my dad's number. i was on the roof of my house. sat down and looked at the sky hearing tuuut...tuuutttt...tuuttt... my dad answered so calm and made my heart beat sooo fast. i almost cried... but his answers totally fine for me. i was relieved to the maxxxx!
so i met him at afternoon and we have dinner with goat soup and goat tongseng. i don't know how to mention and explain it for you, but the taste was not bad. we talked as usual and joked and laughed, and .... he asked me how the result was. i told him my conversation with my mom and dad, he listened carefully.
this is the start of a start. i prepare my self from now to be a good partner for him, but i also still have to be a good daughter for my Father. whatever will be, it will be. as far as i walk with Him, i won't be afraid :)
yes i'm so thankful for everything that happened to me.. you can see how perfect his plan is for me..
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Sunday, July 14th 2013, he said that he was sure with me, he wanted to have a relationship with me. it shocked me although i had a prediction before that he would do it. this is something that we waited for about 18 months, but when i was facing that moment... i worried.
we have the same idea that a relationship isn't something that we want to try and when we feel we're not match, we'll break apart. no. it's something serious and should be longlasting even until marriage. so we should think about it really really wisely. then after that 18 months, 3 days before my birthday he decided to start it.
but, he didn't want me to answer on that day. he wanted me to ask my parents first if they allow us to be together. so on those 3 days, i was so confused of how i will tell my parents, especially my dad. i just called my mom on the second day and her response was good.. and i was.. really.. afraid.. to call my dad.
some hours before i had a meet with him on the third day, i finally forced my self to grab my phone and dial my dad's number. i was on the roof of my house. sat down and looked at the sky hearing tuuut...tuuutttt...tuuttt... my dad answered so calm and made my heart beat sooo fast. i almost cried... but his answers totally fine for me. i was relieved to the maxxxx!
so i met him at afternoon and we have dinner with goat soup and goat tongseng. i don't know how to mention and explain it for you, but the taste was not bad. we talked as usual and joked and laughed, and .... he asked me how the result was. i told him my conversation with my mom and dad, he listened carefully.
this is the start of a start. i prepare my self from now to be a good partner for him, but i also still have to be a good daughter for my Father. whatever will be, it will be. as far as i walk with Him, i won't be afraid :)
yes i'm so thankful for everything that happened to me.. you can see how perfect his plan is for me..
it's awwwwweeesome!
