Unpredictable Plan

inikah cinta baru yang Q temukan kini.?
aQ berusaha tidak melihat ke belakang lagi .
tidak mengharapkan apa pun yang tidak jelas .
tidak menunggu-nunggu lagi .
inikah rencana berikutnya dari Tuhan.?




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Love Letter To Heaven

God, strengthen me please ..
let me free from this doubtfulness .
let us do the best for You in this world .
i will change just for You .
i really miss Your hug .
i want to be Your side again .
You know how much i love You
but You know how often i hurt You .
then forgive me and i'll be better .
cure my heart, God ..
lead me in my way back to You .
when i lost everything, i know
i still have You in my life .
i love You . really miss You , my JC .
i feel You filled my empty heart now .
i'll change . day by day .
i give You my best everyday .



with love,



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Happy Birthday


aQ uda 18 taooon!
thanks a lot, God ^_^
gak terasa .. perasaan aQ baru dpt sweet 17teen Q kemarin d .. haha
hari ini sweet 18teen .. hahaha

walau tgh malam tadi sempat bercucuran air mata,
n paginya mata jd bngkak
tp uda gpp kok . itu sbg pelajaran yg berharga az buatQ .
plong bgt rasanya
surat izinQ uda beres . tgl cabuuttt!
truz smpat maen lg di mal .
truz diajak makan bareng d'Serasan .
so sweeeett~~
naik kapal jln" di Kapuas . haha
aQ senaaaanngg .. :D
sblm berperang lg . wkwk
semuanya uda siap . tgl bkin plan berikutnya
hari ini abis"an dl . puas"in senangnya
semoga aja ga ujan . amiinn .
tenqkyuuuuuuuuu, Lord.!! ^_^



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Classic Poetry

God knocked our door and we opened it.
He made a meet between us, not by eyes.
He planned our journey without known by us.
but He surely made us understand what the true love is.
and i hope this never last. coz i don't wanna lost you. i don't wanna be farther from you.
i’ve gave all my heart for you . so i want you to keep it well, with never ever leave me. 
promise me.
say we'll pass it n always together in His way.
for God never regret to knocked our fragile door.
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If a Guy Thinks Like This

1. They always smell good even just a shampoo
2. They always know where a girl had to lean her head on our shoulder.
3. The way they enter into the guys arms comfortably.
4. The way they kiss someone who makes the world seem far more beautiful.
5. The way they eat is so funny.
6. Many hours they need to get dressed, and apparently the results are very impressive.
7. They are always warm, even though the weather outside was very, very cold.
8. They always look good no matter what dress they wear.
9. The way they try to be praised.
10. The way they argue is so funny.
11. The way their hands reached our hands.
12. Their smiles.
13. We always feel happy to see her ideas about the timing to call us, especially after we fight.
14. The way they say, We do not argue anymore, okay? although an hour later ....
15. The way they kiss when you doing good with them.
16. The way they kiss you when you say I love you.
17. the way they seen ur attentions..
18. The way they fall into your arms when they cry.
19. The way they apologize for crying over something trivial.
20. The way they hit us and expect us to feel pain.
21. Then the way they apologize when she hurt us (Although we do not want to admit it hurt).
22. The way they say,I miss you.
23. How we miss them.
24. The way their tears make you want to change the world so they do not hurt anymore.

However, even if we love them, hate them, expect them to die, or we will die without them ...
does not really matter. Because, after they entered our lives, no matter what people see about them.
they are everything to us.
When you look into their eyes, deep into the soul, and we say millions of words without making a sound,we know that our lives are sipping from their heartbeat. We love them for a million reasons.
It was not related to the mind, but with heart. With feelings. Just a feeling.
If our love is just a desire to own, it could not be called love...

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Seandainya

seandainya waktu yg kita pny bs kita hitung
bs kita tahu, kita hidup sampai kpn
brp taon lg, brp bulan lg, brp minggu lg
brp hari lg, atau bahkan brp jam lg
kita pasti akan melakukan apa yg kita inginkan
akan mnyelesaikan apa yg blm selesai


dan tinggal menunggu waktu terakhir itu tiba
kita tau apa itu knyataan
yg membuat "seandainya" tadi menjadi mustahil
dan membuat kita menunda apa yg ingin kita lakukan
membiarkan apa yg blm selesai

kenyataan

trlalu sulit utk diterima
tapi klo gak diterima
hidup kita juga gak brarti apa"
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