Christmas Eve 2010

Hey, it's Christmas Eve!!
What a great night..i never felt like this before..u know why?coz i didn't have anything to celebrate in December at my house..
So i call this: My Great Christmas Time..
Although i'm in another city, with another people, and everything is different from i thought before, but it feels so amazing and great..
I can celebrate my Lord's birthday without any fear, i give some gift for the people i loved.
U know, this won't be the Blue Christmas like the last years are..
I'm not alone and i can hear the Christmas songs in the whole house..i feel in peaceful..
And the best part, i still have some free time to talk much with Him as usual in Christmas Eve.. :D

Well, i miss my home..

I gave Kaleb a gift..something that he wants from some weeks ago..hope he will like it.
Then he said he doesn't give me anything, but it doesn't matter..
Coz he's my greatest and sweetest present to me..
He said so! :D

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My Precious Days in Central Java

it was started on Saturday, Dec 18 2010.
it was a great journey and unforgetable memory.
i like the fresh air, i like some kinds of their food,

we can see the Merbabu mount from here..

i like the church, togetherness, and all of them.
them means to Kaleb's family. they're friendly and funny.
but i'm speechless to make they know me more.
i don't know why i can't talk so crowdy as usual.
but however, i enjoy these days..
especially with Kaleb, i can know him more.
well, i'm trying to be myself, cheer up myself.
i didn't find any reason why i shut my mouth up on the days before. :D

i ate so many foods here!
mie acar, pecel belut, so'un, soto, etc..
they're special food in Central Java.
i'm in Salatiga right now. in Kaleb's family home.
sometimes we went to Solo to meet their big family.
their family really "big" !! :D
and after this Christmas, we will go to the beach in Jogja.
just the teens, without parents this time..
and i can't wait patiently for the wonderful day in a year..
Christmas !
i'll tell u then about the Christmas time..
it will be really excited.. :)

well,
i love him more..
day by day, i feel it more.
in some minutes of my day, i think about my life sometimes.
when will i go back to my hometown and continue my study.
but i can't assure these things because i can't stand to be far from him.
even for three years..
he even can't stand to have no meet in a day!
let God see, he accepted me with all i am.. he's not rough.
he's kind, friendly, and funny. he likes baby and animal.
he loves his family and cares of all.
i even can't see his dark side anymore.
i know he has a large size of his body but i think it doesn't matter.
as far as we know he's still healthy and his lifestyle's good.
i fall in love deeply with that guy, just the way he is..
hope he did the same way to me also.
so we can do anything together forever! :)

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A Love Letter

Hahay Sweet November ~
these nights were full of memories.
it's raining but felt so warm. especially when u spent it with the one who u love truly madly deeply.
i never imagined those things will come to me. the great love i ever felt from someone i believe.
u know how beautiful it was when we were falling in love. the attention, the kisses, the laugh.
and no one wants a kind of this story ended. i do too!

everyone around me has happy and sad stories of their lives. and u can't say "owh, i haven't!"
we like the scenes which full of warmth and happiness, who laughs and smiles.
but we can't delete the tears and sadness scenes from the same part of life.
the conflicts or madness from everywhere. they're balanced by God to us! believe it ~
and i wanna thank God, my parents, my dear, my friends, everyone in my life.
u were mentioned in my prayer every single of my nights. i never lie about this. :)
and special for the one who truly i loved, i love you..
i don't know what another words to tell u how much i love u in my life..
i have nothing to ask u staying in my life. just do it as your heart says.

Yours..

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Hi, October!

hello, my blog .
long time no fill you with my dumb words .
a month has passed by and so many things changed .
i don't know how i can tell you one by one these incredible moments .
there were so much breathe to take in and out .
i'm growing but why my body is still tiny? lol
but it doesn't matter while i'm having my days .
and everything seems okay .

give thanks !
i'm so grateful :)

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Solving by Yourselves

this is one of my creature . i made in when i was in college , during my 2nd semester .

there u can see the complication of two human beings' heart, a girl and a boy's . they have to solve their problem by themselves to find one love at the end . so they're not two anymore . but ONE in God's love .

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God is Great

there are some targets in this year that i have to reach in my life .
i finished the first target today . not too hard . :)
now, is the second target . God is great.! He helped me by my friend's dad .
he will give us what we need and will always support our bussiness .
just wait the day when it will be done . i'm hoping so much .
next, i just need saving my money well to reach the next targets .
and my time is just this year . i don't know what will happening next year .
so i'll make it done soon . God bless us . i know . :)
although we face many troubles and problems, someday we can success ..
success by ourselves and our hardwork . well, it won't be useless .
owh .. i can't imagine my dreams will come true.!
thx, God .. >.<

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