it feels fun and weird at the same time to go back to your old blog and type again.
i wrote my deep thoughts in quirky words, which made you may misunderstand and bored.
and here i am,
as the same person, but different role in life.
i'm a working mom now, with two kids.
living in a quite big city where everything runs fast.
24 hours seems like never be enough.
typing these words in the middle of my rest in weekend, trying to express my self again more in words.
what's the point of this post?
may be it's a "welcoming back post" for me.
i have account in some social medias but i still feel comfortable to type here only.
i don't know, may be something you call "there's nothing like home"? lol
eventhough no body read this here, but my older self will read some day and be grateful for my improvement day by day, month to month, and year to year.
God is just so good :)
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Late Night Thoughts
I quote the royal family's motto: never complain, never explain; which helps me to work without noise but with result.
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Judging is easy. We do it to everyone and everything, simply in our mind.
Then judgement will create complaints and excuses out of our brilliant thoughts, about everything.
Will we stop it there or continue producing the words of complaints and excuses through our tongue and lips?
I personally don't like to explain myself, or what i have did. It never crossed my mind to fix someone's impression about me or to make them understand and agree with me. Let people be people.
Complaints? I rarely spit it out except for something extremelly awful.
Just because I don't like to hear complaints about every little thing which we can just fix with a little snap. But constructive criticism will benefit a lot and I will delightfully hear that.
First Post in 2021
My hobby WAS writing. As you can see i started this blog since 2010 with emotional paragraphs, and my last post was 5 years ago. Wow!
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As the time goes by, my hobby now is scrolling social media. Things change, things are changed. But let me share some thoughts (again) here and i will start from:
HAPPY NEW YEAR 2021 !
If you learn the history of 2019 and 2020, and maybe also 2021, you may ever heard the big news about pandemic of this era. Yeah, it was the years we face coronavirus as something unseen but impactful for all aspects of life. Schools are closed for onsite learning, people work from home, hospitals are full with patients, and everyone wears mask.
My students have been studying from home by online learning since March 2020. I can imagine how bored they are, how much they miss their friends and crave for going out without worrying anything. I can hear their wishes every day to go back to school with normal situation.
Well kids, now we have "new normal". Like it or not, we have to do certain things to keep us from covid19:
1. Wash or sanitize hands
2. Wear mask
3. Keep distance with others
Etc. And those things are normal for us nowadays.
Health are important. Of course.
You can do many things even without money, but you can't without healthy body.
The responses for this pandemic are different, some take it seriously, some just chill out.
But one thing i believe, this virus exists and so does our mighty God.
They both can't be seen. It's because virus is too small, and God is too big.
So just do our part. And God will do His.
God bless
What Difference Have You Made?
today is the last day of November 2015.
i'd like to say that God has been really good in my life along this year. one month left and we'll welcome a new year.
and in this amazing week, i got a big question from someone that had talked about calling to be a teacher:
WHAT DIFFERENCE HAVE YOU MADE?
i am a teacher. i teach children. i mold some souls, little souls that is in their golden time to reach their proper shape. i realize that each of them is special. unique. beautiful. did i do the same boring things when facing them? did i listen to them when they need me? did i make them realize that they are precious? did i make something different that awed them? that changed their life?
if you are an office worker, archithect, doctor, students, businessman, any role you can be, let's make a reflection in this wonderful ending of the year. WHAT DIFFERENCE HAVE YOU MADE? in your home, in your workplace, in your neighborhood, in your school, in your network, everywhere! what the people see in you that makes them smiling and silently thanking you for making a difference in their life?
we have a month left. i'm gonna shut this computer down, pray, and sleep, and start a new day, a new month in the same year, to not regret what i didnt do. but to thanking what i can do: make a difference, no matter how small it is.
God bless :)
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i'd like to say that God has been really good in my life along this year. one month left and we'll welcome a new year.
and in this amazing week, i got a big question from someone that had talked about calling to be a teacher:
WHAT DIFFERENCE HAVE YOU MADE?
i am a teacher. i teach children. i mold some souls, little souls that is in their golden time to reach their proper shape. i realize that each of them is special. unique. beautiful. did i do the same boring things when facing them? did i listen to them when they need me? did i make them realize that they are precious? did i make something different that awed them? that changed their life?
if you are an office worker, archithect, doctor, students, businessman, any role you can be, let's make a reflection in this wonderful ending of the year. WHAT DIFFERENCE HAVE YOU MADE? in your home, in your workplace, in your neighborhood, in your school, in your network, everywhere! what the people see in you that makes them smiling and silently thanking you for making a difference in their life?
we have a month left. i'm gonna shut this computer down, pray, and sleep, and start a new day, a new month in the same year, to not regret what i didnt do. but to thanking what i can do: make a difference, no matter how small it is.
God bless :)
Lazy oh Lazy
i was looking for a moment in life where i can be a discipline girl with a neat and tidy schedule draft with detailed to-do list things. and i am. *crying in the corner*
since i was in junior high school, i wrote the daily things i wanna do to motivate me in being a better human being. i just looked back on my elementary school life when i got many "compliments" for my laziness: coming late EVERY DAY, never do homework, and lazy to talk with others. i walked with my poker face so nobody thought i was stressed out of their words. it's funny how it could motivate me to be a more dilligent girl by using the drafts to remind me about what i should do on that day.
the thing is, i failed many times. i mean, i've made the list on the previous day, but as i wrote before: i use the drafts to remind me, not to force me. *oh yeah, that's the point*. when the laziness is coming, drafts will be drafts, they can't yell at me to wake me up from my playing-phone time, or from my leyeh-leyeh time (from Javanese, means being lazy time), or from my day dreaming time *it's still my favourite time*.
so it has been already about 10 years i make to-do-list notes. paper wasted, ink used, thoughts out, and my struggling for being dilligent and discipline still remains.
commitment, consistency, and continuous are what i need. anybody has idea to keep them safe? i got them but i got problems to keep them. :(
God bless
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since i was in junior high school, i wrote the daily things i wanna do to motivate me in being a better human being. i just looked back on my elementary school life when i got many "compliments" for my laziness: coming late EVERY DAY, never do homework, and lazy to talk with others. i walked with my poker face so nobody thought i was stressed out of their words. it's funny how it could motivate me to be a more dilligent girl by using the drafts to remind me about what i should do on that day.
the thing is, i failed many times. i mean, i've made the list on the previous day, but as i wrote before: i use the drafts to remind me, not to force me. *oh yeah, that's the point*. when the laziness is coming, drafts will be drafts, they can't yell at me to wake me up from my playing-phone time, or from my leyeh-leyeh time (from Javanese, means being lazy time), or from my day dreaming time *it's still my favourite time*.
so it has been already about 10 years i make to-do-list notes. paper wasted, ink used, thoughts out, and my struggling for being dilligent and discipline still remains.
commitment, consistency, and continuous are what i need. anybody has idea to keep them safe? i got them but i got problems to keep them. :(
God bless
World Without Strangers
world without strangers is boring.
yeah i met so many strangers and they give me so many stories to know.
well, i have a community - actually i have many communities, but this one is discipleship community - that we've been together for about 2 years or more. we make a meeting every two weeks and share everything that happened in our life and get lessons from our mentor or friends' experiences. well, we get many rich things in this community, just like another ones i have, but i find sisters like family, in here.
this little group, consists of 4 growing-up girls and a mother of 2 cute children as the mentor, is a group of strangers. you can say it unique but yeah we're strange for sure. we pray in a house or public place, we talk like children and laugh all the way, we share for hours and still continue the conversation in chat room. i never mean to show how religious we are. i want to show how important a community is in our life.
and the funny thing is, we started it all by being completely strangers. what are we now is something we never imagined. it's awesome!
so, simply greet the strangers with your beautiful and pure smile. may be they need it at that time. may be it's time to start a new friendship. may be it can brighten up your day, and theirs for sure.
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yeah i met so many strangers and they give me so many stories to know.
well, i have a community - actually i have many communities, but this one is discipleship community - that we've been together for about 2 years or more. we make a meeting every two weeks and share everything that happened in our life and get lessons from our mentor or friends' experiences. well, we get many rich things in this community, just like another ones i have, but i find sisters like family, in here.
this little group, consists of 4 growing-up girls and a mother of 2 cute children as the mentor, is a group of strangers. you can say it unique but yeah we're strange for sure. we pray in a house or public place, we talk like children and laugh all the way, we share for hours and still continue the conversation in chat room. i never mean to show how religious we are. i want to show how important a community is in our life.
and the funny thing is, we started it all by being completely strangers. what are we now is something we never imagined. it's awesome!
so, simply greet the strangers with your beautiful and pure smile. may be they need it at that time. may be it's time to start a new friendship. may be it can brighten up your day, and theirs for sure.
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