a Relax Time Please

hi, my blog..
i don't know what i have to say right now. i feel so complicated.
and i just need some shelter to accompany me in this dumb feeling.
without any judgment.
i know i always make mistakes and never be a perfect one.
i feel so guilty for everyone that i love because i can't give them my best
although i gave it. coz they won't know that it's my best.
my best is just that all. so foolish to be a perfect one.
what should i do? i really need a time. just right now to have a relax time.
my brain never stops thinking from some weeks ago and i feel so stress.
i didn't go to teach this morning. i can't see i'll be crazy right there.