We Can't Choose

let's think about this:

If i don't have this family,
1. i will not suffer for years when i was a kid, from primary school 'till college
2. i will not feel the pain in my body and my soul
3. i will not cry all night long and starve because of hating them and myself
4. i will not hate men, honk, kids, and shouting
5. i will not get any problems in school
6. i will not run away from home
7. i will not have faith in Him
8. i will not meet him
9. i will not think and write about these all
10. i will not be thankful and forgive them

if i don't have this family, will i have the better one?

we can't choose.

i'm so grateful i can realize this in my young age. so i won't make it worse than before.

how about you? :)