Pink April

There were so much blue in last months, huh?
com'on,  it's the time to cheerin' up!

i was sick and absent for a day. thank God i'm much better now. :)
i started to live my new life with my childhood dreams.
*i always make a new beginning of my life, whenever!!
it seems great to have my childhood happiness.


1. i read my favorite comics.

Charlie Chaplin

2. i watch my favorite movies.

3. i listen to the classic songs that i love the most.

pink notes everywhere !

4. i make many notes in my room's wall.

5.i write down my favorite lyrics to sing it anytime.

6. i have so many candies !

look, i have many dreams when i was a kid !
so, go on! i like to do these all..

PLUS:
i add pink everywhere: my wall, my jacket, my shoes, my netbook, etc.

and i spend so much time with God, my mother, my Honey, my friends.

thanks, Lord.
in the bad times i can see the bright side of my life. i hope i can do this for my lifetime.
hope there will be no blue stories anymore.. :)

AMEN !

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a Relax Time Please

hi, my blog..
i don't know what i have to say right now. i feel so complicated.
and i just need some shelter to accompany me in this dumb feeling.
without any judgment.
i know i always make mistakes and never be a perfect one.
i feel so guilty for everyone that i love because i can't give them my best
although i gave it. coz they won't know that it's my best.
my best is just that all. so foolish to be a perfect one.
what should i do? i really need a time. just right now to have a relax time.
my brain never stops thinking from some weeks ago and i feel so stress.
i didn't go to teach this morning. i can't see i'll be crazy right there.

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All New

another day is coming. but another heart has to follow it.

i know i have to have a new heart, not just the new days.

i'll get it in Jesus.. :)

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Wonder

i'm wondering and always will be..
what will i do in this sucking time, when i am down and no hand to reach out.
when i lose my control and have no time to clear my mind yet.
will everyone leave me and think that i'm a creep with my loon act?
do they come when i'm happy and go when i'm sad?
what are they doing for?
i don't have any reason even i feel that i'm right.
i'm not okay..

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Happy Holiday !

owh hi !
it's really long time no see !
even my latest post was my Christmas Eve..hahaha
well, my holiday in Salatiga was great, i felt good there. :)

now is February, a full of love month.
my relationship is still fine and my job is done well.
everything feels alright. everything.

the Chinese New Year holiday was left..
and Valentine Day is ahead.
i see everyone is preparing everything special to their lover.
and i'm thinking about mine, what should i do even i don't know
what should i give to my lovely boyfriend because i'm not used to.
i know everyday and every moment with him are special.
but i think it doesn't matter to follow this international tradition. :p

i'm doing so great this new year, hope it will be so.
really, i'm really grateful for Him.

i'm also thankful for him, everyone.

i know my life's not perfect, but i can live it perfectly !

how? i'm living with God !!

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Christmas Eve 2010

Hey, it's Christmas Eve!!
What a great night..i never felt like this before..u know why?coz i didn't have anything to celebrate in December at my house..
So i call this: My Great Christmas Time..
Although i'm in another city, with another people, and everything is different from i thought before, but it feels so amazing and great..
I can celebrate my Lord's birthday without any fear, i give some gift for the people i loved.
U know, this won't be the Blue Christmas like the last years are..
I'm not alone and i can hear the Christmas songs in the whole house..i feel in peaceful..
And the best part, i still have some free time to talk much with Him as usual in Christmas Eve.. :D

Well, i miss my home..

I gave Kaleb a gift..something that he wants from some weeks ago..hope he will like it.
Then he said he doesn't give me anything, but it doesn't matter..
Coz he's my greatest and sweetest present to me..
He said so! :D

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