Prayer

i never know and understand the power of prayer before. because i didn't pray much.
but once i prayed, it happened by miracle. some people said that God is really with me and not only hear my prayers, but also make it happen. it's only by a prayer, with heart.

actually that was the moment that make me realize that, yes, He is with me all the time. so when i started to pray (talk to Him) much more, miracles happened more. in my family, my great escape to another island, my dream to study in a college and having a motorcylce, my other unbelieveable experiences, and most of my dreams came true after i prayed in His name. sure, it's not only me that can be blessed so much.

in these paragraphs, in this post, i just wanna show people that God of Israel is really alive and the true One. it's not about religion. it's not about i am right and you are wrong. this is about options. which one you want to choose to believe in the rest of your life.

people live to die. and after you die, where do you want to go since we believe in heaven and hell?

of course i choose heaven. but believe it, the only one way to get there is Jesus.

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Oh Job

i think so many times about my current job. and i keep asking my mind, "why am i being a teacher?"
it was and still, is a big question in my mind. although i know that i ever dreamed about this ideal, that i ever wished to be a teacher when i was in primary. what a big dream and i never know how big is the responsible to do this job until these last years. i've been a teacher for about 3 years, maybe. and i was stressed out for, as i remember, 3 times. so when i felt down and wanted to leave my job as a teacher, i didn't have any ways out. i ever tried to apply other jobs that only need to sit in the office and stay before the computer, around 10 companies i've applied in. only one company called me back for interview and i came there, but the result was i don't have any skills for this office-job and he suggested me to stay back on my current job as a teacher because all my previous jobs were about education. and here i am!

i think more, to make me sure about this "service" that i have to do in my lifetime. i've prayed and asked so many times to God, is this my way life? and i don't get any answer about another job i can get that out of education world. well, when i was young i ever thought about this: what i want to be? (of course all children think about this, because their parents and teachers will ask them). but why i choose "teacher"?

first. in my young mind, i don't like business because it's too complicated. so many people be cruel and bad because the love of money that they can get much money from their job in business. i don't want to be a bad person, and a businesswoman.

second. i loved my grandma so much. i often went to her house after my family moved to another house (before that, we lived together). she loved to take care of me because she felt lonely. and when my big family went to her house for chinese new year celebration, my grandma adviced me to be a teacher. so sudden and i was shock. she said that teaching is the best job ever to do because you teach the kids to be good. it's an honorable job. my aunts and my mom agreed very much.

third. my mom said that i was so lazy. i was the laziest girl she ever saw. she was wondering my future, what i will be with this bad, very bad habit. in that time, i didn't have any idea and i didn't care about it. so after thinking so hard (maybe),my mom said that being a teacher was the proper job for me. i said to my self, "lazy teacher will make lazy students. mom, i'll be kicked out on the first day i work." but what could i say through my lips? i surrendered all.

for the next reasons, i think all my experiences are enough to say that God did make it for me: being a teacher. i enjoy my days and computer maybe not so good for eyes and sit too much will hurt my bottom.
so thanks God. :)

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Just Some Paragraphs

hi there..
i've made some resolutions for myself this year.. thank God some of them are started and going well. as i know myself so well, i feel His grace fulfill me so much.. because as a human being that has so many weaknesses and unperfection in every side, i can't do everything well. these days i thought so much about my self, my life, all my spiritual life. (someone or may be some people don't really like me because i'm too spiritual. actually i dont care about that. this is something that people said not really important just because they dont have a close relationship with God.) well, back to my spiritual life. they see so many miracles in my life, in all my problems and stories, and whatever they say, i still feel that i'm so far from Him.. yes i know you must be boring to read this paragraph, as i am.. because in the fact i dont really like to tell anybody about my deepest thought. at least, this paragraph is just as a reminder for me in the future. so.. only God and i know this..hahaha

i'm at my campuss right now! sitting alone in the canteen and enjoying wi-fi here.. as usual, freedom!
though so many things in my head, so many plans ahead to do, so much homework to do, what i'm doing here is one of the most relax things to do.

i dont know what this post talks about. and i dont care. may be someday i just can smile and see how silly i am to have some absurd paragraphs to write down! xD

God bless ;)

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Friends Of Mine (1)

Abbalove Ministries Friends, while we were decorating the church for Christmas 2012
(clockwise) Mekeria (Meike),  Elisabeth Caterina (Eli), Renny Puspita,
Linawati Kezia (Lina), Lia, Winnie, Frisca, and I

SPK 3rd period, 2012
Yoren Pramana, Jennifer Valeria, Naftali Nikita Thenaka, Kiki Afrianti, Esther Siagaian, and I

Tunas Bangsa Christian School teachers in "I Love Indonesia" event (2012)
1st line: I, Ms. Santi Tedja, Mrs. Kim, Ms. Isabella Deryana (Bella)
2nd line: Ms. Windhi Wulandari, Ms. Sophia, Ms. Dyan, Ms. Ratni Sari Hae, Ms. Ria Gunawan
3rd line: Ms. Ivonne, Ms. Desy Indah Susanti, Ms. Rika Rahayu, Ms. Aline Manuhutu,
Ms. Susi Harsono Wijaya

My Student in Brain Plus Course. Our last meeting.
Natly, Angel Honiman, I, Margaretha Yolanda (Nanda), Martha Yovita (Vita), and I forget their dogs' names
and the photograper was Ranti

My friends in Pontianak. I visit my hometown in July 2012
we were in Alun-Alun Kapuas River
Wanda Giovani, Elsa Meyti Tabitha, I, Yessica Arianti, Dewi Chandra
and the photographer was Fidelis Adolf Christyanto

My friends in Pontianak. We were having fun in Samudera Beach
Cang Wui, I, Christania Astri, Adrian (Yanz)
and the photograper was Steven (Apao)

From the same working place to the sharing community
(now all of us have different job but still together)
Ike Kurniawati (Ike), Elisabeth Susilowati (Lisa), Marina, Suranti (Ranti), and I

Basilea friends at Magnum Cafe, Grand Indonesia.
I, Andreas Hartono (Mister), Cen Cen, Reagen, Denny Desanleon, Giovani Theresia (Tere),
Daud Slamet Kurniawan, Agung Santoso, and Kaleb Setiawan

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Christmas (2012)

Christmas Tree at Abbalove Ministries Serpong,
before went to Anyer with Tunas Bangsa Christian School Gading Serpong teachers.

at Anyer beach with TBCS GS teachers. we were gathering and having fun

Christmas 2012 in Abbalove Ministries Serpong

Christmas Tree at Christ Cathedral Gading Serpong

Christmas tree at Central Park, West Jakarta

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Non Stop Blessings

wow, it's really been a long time i didnt open this blog.
welcome, 2013 ! although it's already February and there was Chinese New Year last Sunday. hmm, so many events since my last post. there were Christmas and new year celebration. busy but i enjoyed my days so much!

and of course, i want to thank my Lord again, and again, and again.. because of all blessing He has given to me. such as in my family. there was a miracle in it, and i really really really thanked Him for this. but of course, i still have to pray harder to give the best for my family. only God knows how much i love them.

about job and study, i enjoy them and nothing is really wrong. God really protects me from anything bad. :3

*some texts are missing*

hahaha..
it's midnight already. i really want to add some photos, but may be next time. i'm trying to give more time to write again. :D
God bless

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