I Think I'm Craving

Now,, 20:30 11/08/2008
i'm all alone here.
in my dad's room.
with all scattered things.

don't know why, friend...
i think i'm craving,,
to somebody that left me away.
that didn't care anymore to me.
or even, hate me..!
i think i'm craving,,
in many days without him.
in the things that remind me to him.
or even, the memories..!
i think i'm craving,,
coz his shadow always come everytime.
coz his smile always showed in my heart.
or even, scare me..!

let me forget all things of him.
let me go out from this memory gallery
let me see his smile for the last time
in real sight.
not an imagination.
not a memory.
and i will get a new sheet to write
in this life again.
in this new file again.

i pray,
God always bless him.
anytime, anywhere, anyhow,
coz he's loved by everyone.
and me...
i think i'm craving,, 20:50 11/08/2008