I Think I'm Down Again

18:43 14/09/2008
i'm writing in Erasmus n hearing my friend's favorite song, Far Away.
yeah,, i think i'm down again..
hahaha...
today, i didn't go to church..
coz it was raining. until now.
i just can thinking about my plan that i'll do in this three days.
dun' worry, guys,,
i'm fine.
now, i'm hearing one of my favorite songs, Breath Again.
this song is recognized by Miss Emil to me n my friend, last year.
when we cried coz of our life,, in her room.
we didn't in d class for two hours, without permission too for d teacher..
when i was d downiest girl there...
d most scattered...
ehm, d last song, Cry.
this song is special for my best friend that never do it again.
well, it's just a song for him.
i don't ask him to cry..!
although there's some words:
"So cry just a little for me..."
i luv this song from some months ago.
so, nothing's wrong, right?
next song, My Eyes.
this is d answer from him, my best friend.
i surprised that there's some words like this:
"Pretty soon you will see tears in my eyes..."
Hwow...!
Really..?
but, i think d meaning of this song isn't like that,,
akh, i dun' know...
n this is d first song in my special playlist.
an Indonesian song.
that i luv d most.
dun' know why...
"Tuhan Kirim Kamu"
in English: "God Sent You"
hahaha...
i always almost cry bcoz of this memorial song.
sometimes i hate it.
coz he left me away,, broke my heart..
like i do too, to break everyone's heart.
but i didn't leave him..!!
yeah,, call it "IMPAS..!!"
OK,,
friends... especially my best friend,,
i tell u.
dun' ever worry about me anymore..
whatever will happen to me,
always believe that i'm fine.
always fine.
dun' worry, b happy..!
have a nice day!